Thursday, October 4, 2007

The pitter patter puts me in a slumber.....

Wow I just dont know what is wrong with me this week. I have fallen behind on myself. This whole week i feel like a lump on a log and I think a lot has to do with my mental exhaustion. If it were only Friday.
Karen and Charlie will be out Friday night galavanting so at least I get some space and can go to bed early. Saturday I may venture to L5P to look for a costume after I go to the gym. Eventually at some point on Sat I am making jambalaya to Kennesaw to watch the LSU game. Would it be tacky to put alligator meat in the jambalaya? After all I am hoping the tigers go all out and slaughter up some gator meat.
It should be for an interesting game......after all FL is upset over their loss to Auburn so I am sure they will be on top this week as well. THey have a lot of aggression to release.
Is it weird I like football so much? Hmmm......I am rather girly.
Karen and Charlie will be out galavanting again Sat night so I will probably stay out and return Sunday.
Sunday is the neighborhood bbq. WHOOOPPPIIEEE.
Right now I just need to let go of some things and I think I will be far better off for it. I cant let go because it affects me daily but I need to begin to try before I end up sick from lack of sleep.
I am in this situation where I know the real truth but daily am being told the opposite.
I cant take it anymore.....I just want to go to them and say........I know everything. STOP LYING TO ME.
I dont want to help this person or be there for them sometimes because I know what is really going on. It hurts that they can look me right in the face and say the opposite.
Well i have a lot to do today and I should have already been on it. SO until lunch...........have a good day!

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